Looking Back....

I spent some time yesterday evening transferring some of my archive from my (dot)mac account over here.  Slowly but surely I'm gaining ground on that list of things that I said was 10 miles long.   I have to admit something though, I'm a little ashamed of how many whiney 'I've been lazy, I'll get off my slacking a** and post something soon, blah-de-blah" posts there were.  People!  I don't consider myself a whiner but I sure have whined a whole bunch in the last year.  I would like to extend my humblest apologies to you, dear readers, who have continued to bravely check in.  All three of you.

I did find a few gems though.  I remembered how much I was enjoying doing the 'x365' notes.  I need to pick that up again.  And also, not surprisingly, I actually have been making stuff.  I've just been too lazy (sorry!) to actually document it.  So a little update in that department might be nice, you know, for the sake of posterity and such.

All that to say, internets?  How I have miss you!! I'm sorry I've been in such a self pitying funk.  The last year (okay two, but are really counting?) seemed to have been a low point for a variety of reasons - none of them really good ones either.  BUT, I felt the upswing start to take hold this summer.  And for the first time in a very long time, I'm feeling some hope.   

And you know what?  That really is something.

Comments

[Juliet]

Hooray for HOPE! If you don't have hope you may as well be dead. Because lets look at the state of things: Generally they SUCK. But if you can remain hopeful, then you can believe that things will change.

Keep doing whatever amazing thing has kept you alive! ...and then tell us about it. We miss you!

[Zephie]

I miss the x365 notes, those were so sweet and funny and wonderful! You really should pick those up again! :)

Also, stop feeling obligated to update and be interesting and non-whiny in said updates! You just keep working with that upswing and hold onto that hope, tell us from there - or when it's a little harder to see that spark sometimes, don't hold back from telling us about that too, if you've got to vent. All of that is what your blog is for, and that's what we as your friends are for, too! Not to keep apologising for things we're only grateful to get a peek into.

You keep being awesome!